Today, or perhaps yesterday, the YA's had and are still having a trip to Sg. Congkak in Cheras... Bro Jupiter rented the biggest chalet availble for the one outing.. An estimate of 20 or so people are expected to turn out and a line of activities are set before them, i believe.. Well, I couldn't make it for this outing as usual like almost all other outing due to some reasons.. Its funny how i always can't make it for certain dates..

I've not been to YA now for God knows how long and every week seems so short to me.. By the time i snap out of my rest its a brand new week with brand new assignments or workload..

Why are we so busy? Why am I so busy? Why can't I accomplish things that I want to accomplish? Why I'm so weary at times?... There are reasons why i don't point or state this questions to certain people because they just don't have an answer and "default" answers which more than irritates me will be given to me...(well, its true..)

The bible..a double edged sword...

We are like filthy rags that aren't worth anything, but God still died for us, He loves us.. Why??

For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, but overlooked that and forgave us.. Why?

We are worth many sparrows..we are made in the image of God to worship Him, but if God didn't need anyone to worship Him, why did He create earth, beings, human...worship??

Was God bored??

Why create the word worship and plant it into His creation's dictionary? He could have just created beings which only knew to worship Him...

Well, the default answer to this questions is usually, oh we can never comprehend how our Lord God thoughts and His ways are much higher than our ways..

Don't get me wrong.. I'm not mocking nor am I making fun of anything, its just that questions just comes to my head when i'm thinkin.. Those who feel offended after reading my post, my sincere apologize and please know that i have no means to boil any heads..

I am a believer of Christ.. I believe that Christ Jesus, the Son of God, died for us on the cross of calvary and carried the weight of our past, present and future sins on His shoulders so that all might have eternal life, inheriting the Kingdom of God and also that none shall perish...

The King of All Kings, The Lord of All Lords..I salute you!.. in Jesus' name.. Amen